I feel as easy as a newt,
A wavering light form
Sustained by the warm waters
Of a small pool,
But it’s still a pool much larger than I could ever be,
I see it as an atmosphere,
An open spacious holding
That is my everywhere,
I know this as I know the roundness of my limbs,
Know this from the inside,
Even as I look down at my mottled hands
With their crimped fingers,
Their evident uselessness,
Within them blood still flows
In completely unformulated
Swimming wholes
That fill me with my heart’s own life,
That calls forth a smile,
A nearly shining textured perfection quality
Of a brimming fullness path,
I am wholly effortless today,
And yet words still show up,
Words and the rounding breaths
I find even in the blinkings
Of my globular eyes,
They are the slow lifts and fades of light,
I am my own calendar,
Illustrated, motionless, ever here.
Photo by Josep Martins