“To read in a ´meditative` way”, (to think in a meditative way)
I hear the words of Jack: a reading of a TSK-book, the reading of an exercise, or when I read in one of the TSK-books. I´m not active, on the level of discussion/argumentation, I´m relaxed and concentrated, more open, passively. And sometimes (!) I experience a flash of light (Knowledge?) all over mind and body (especially in the stomach and lower spine). A flash – I cannot hold it. And sometimes , when I recitate the `phrase` of TSK Exercise 35, in the early morning practice, it seems to me like a knowledge-ground for the following day.
All this seems to me as a gift, I call it `by grace`.